Friday, February 19, 2010

It's never good when you wake up and already feel tired just thinking about what you have to do in the day and through the weekend. I am a people pleaser and try to sqeeze everything in to make everyone happy. My mother has been in the house a lot because of all this snow so she needs to get out and do some shopping. So I am trying to fit it in between work, her Dr. appointment and not to mention this crazy final project for my nutrition class. It is so time consuming and hard to wrap my head around. Plus I am already tired from work, my boss was away for a week and a half and I was in charge and taking care of things and opening and closing. I don't mind but it was exhausting. I am also trying to make time to hang out with my boyfriend and his kids. I am trying to developl a relationship with them, he only sees them everyother weekend so I need to make time in there somewhere. Sorry I am venting I just get overwhelmed sometimes. Everytime I think I am even going to have a minute something else comes up, usually mom needs something. Like this morning I wanted to sleep in a little since we didn't have an appointment till 10:00 and mom was at my bedroom door asking when I was gettting up because she needed help with something so I got up and helped her. I did go back an lay down but the sleep was broken and her need could have waiting another half hour. Oh well that is life you have to go with the flow. I am usually positve but I get overwhelmed and anxious sometimes. And then I feel guilty about that.

2 comments:

  1. Terri, just try praying. Ask God to give you the strength to continue dealing with everyday life. I know it's not easy doing everything yourself but God wants us to ask him for help. Despite our independence we need help, and who better to ask for help than God. Take care and stay positive.

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  2. Dennis thank you for the positive words and reminding me that God is always there. I would not have gotten this far with out his help. I know I am always guided to the right place and given what I need. I sometimes need to be reminded of that.

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